Not good enough

Senior year of high school I was placed in an AP English class despite my documented learning disorder specifically about my writing skills.

When I tried to inform the teachers of the accommodation that were suppose to be provided for me, she didn't believe me.

The first essay we wrote in class, I was not given the extended time I needed. When she had finished grading them and returned them, I was told the essay I had written "Was not equivalent to that of a high school level work."

I was not provided the necessary accommodations for the first quarter of the school year, and even when I was informed that I had the highest SAT score of my schools graduating class, the thing that still brings me to tears is the grade of my first essay senior year. Because it's something that I have struggled with for years, and to this day I still doubt everything I write.